| name:Jessica- baby Molly
age:23
Molly was born January 19 2007. 8lb 4oz.
location: North Atl, Ga
what are/is some of your feelings/emotions of having/being pregnant:
I wish I had people to talk to when I was pregnant! I was so scared of every little thing. Ha! Everything turned out fine. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| It's eighty degrees in my apartment. I can't turn the heat down because it was off to begin with. Top floor= everyone else heat. Yea, great for the power bill, but ungodly hot for me. I'm not going to turn the ac on either. It's cold outside... it SHOULD be cold in here. I prefer cold over hot.
I'm drinking coffee and avoiding neopets. There's someone on that I don't want to talk to. It's some random person who wants all my junk. I posted like 10 trades for them and now don't want the pressure of continuing. One more sentance for the paragraph.
OOOh. On that note, I was remembering senior year, I wrote a paper on Dorien Grey and include a recipe for chocolate cookies in the middle to bulk it up. Mrs. Crawley didn't even notice. I got a A on the paper. Ya think she read it? Uh...no. Ha. I don't think I told anyone about it.
hearts!
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| I just went through my old primalteen acount. HA! Man, I really hated Morgan. I really haven't even thought about him in years. HAHA. Hate... I really don't think I hate anyone.
I did find some old pictures and that made me happy. I'm going to get the connection wires for my mother digital camera so there can be some Molly goodness on the web.
Chris is currently wrapped up in WoW and I am searching randomly around The Internet.
Happy Birthday Katie. I'll try to call you but you don't talk to me anymore.
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| | Subject: | ello... | | Time: | 01:35 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/mely/lemonfaces/smilec.gif) satisfied |
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| I have a hair on my neck. It is bothering me. I should pluck it.
Molly's won't take a nap and I have to shower at some point this week. Yes, week. Well, technically I took a shower monday and tuesday but those were work showers. I have to take those. I need a non-work shower.
So, yeah...
I just ate a big mac. MmmMMmmmm fatty goodness. I have to go to lunch with my mother tomorrow. We are going to look at winter jackets for le bebe. I want a winter jacket.
loves
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| If anyone still knows me I now have two new dells and internet! Hoorah! All the WoW I can play and Neopets!
Love to everyone. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| Since I'm out of the loop and circle, I thought I'd sign out of the lives of others.
Just incase anyone doesn't know, I'm pregnant.
I'm out of EVERY one of Kate's FUCKING friends list, so I'll get the point.
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| So once there was this girl who didn't have internet. One day she snuck away from her house and went to her mother's and decided to post a little letter.
Well, life is life, I guess. Work sucks. I got in trouble at work.
Amy (my 1st ass. manager) got married, the got arrested for marrige abuse two weeks later. She has no reason to still have her job. Not just the arrested thing, other reasons, but she still does.
Chris and I are talking about buying a house. We need to, but I'm still scared about it.
I think I'm actaully done typing.
ALEX CALL ME.
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| | Subject: | ARG!!!!! | | Time: | 08:39 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/mely/lemonfaces/bigeye.gif) awake |
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| I am awake, I am Awake I AM FUCKING AWAKE!!!!!!!!! I've been up since 6:00am! No actual reason, except I can't seem to sleep anymore. I'm in a super mood and I have nothing I really have to today until 3:00pm. Hmm.... Maybe I'll sit on my ass and watch tv or go buy hair dye, or meh I vote sit on my ass. I took Allison to breakfast this morning and then to school. I hate McDonalds. I cannot take two steps in there without being "hola"ed. It's bullshit.
I have a crush on our new 2a. MmmmMmmmMmmm. He's a dorkface.
well, off to ass sitting.... Oh I'll give the dog a bath. That will piss the little fucker off. HOORAH!
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| | Subject: | blarg | | Time: | 11:38 am |
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| I have to poop.
I'm actually trying to do landaury. It's sort of working. I hate having to wash BOTH my clothes and the little beaver cunt's too.
I have nothing to say, so I'll stop wasting time.
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| I tried to eat away my depression with Dr Pepper floats and PURE cookie dough, with no luck. Now I feel fat AND bloated. That's wonderful.
The newest low down into my life.
1.) My mother is trying to kick me out. She's getting more and more evil about it. Oh, and telling her "fuck you" does not help the problem.
2.) I'm lonely. I see no one, talk to no one, and no one bothers me. I'm just sitting around alot. I drive too.... Around. Steph was going to hang out with me, but blew me off.... She didn't even call me, just let me sit at home waiting for her to call. I drove all the way to woodstock to she if maybe she was still at work, and she wasn't. I was crushed. I'm not answering her phone calls right now.
3.) Today I got a flat tire. That does suck as bad as the fact I didn't even get out of my pajamas to drive allison to play practice and the hottest guy I've EVER seen in Waleska stopped and helped me change the flat. I had to move four bras out of the way to get to the spare. I wanted to cry. I wasn't embaressed so much as morified I had four bras in my car and not one on.
4.) I love my job, but I need sleep. No ones wants to let me either. It's making my depression escalate because I'm now tired and sad.
5.) I dream alot about fighting. Fighting to see Katie. I'll be in savannah but no one will allow me to go see her. I wake up crying alot. Shit, I'm crying now.
Other than that I'm fine, I guess.
I stopped "seeing" the guy I was around. I haven't talked to him in a week now. I wasn't really seeing him, there was no relationship... Just sex and friendship. The sex is over but I'm still his friend. I really just didn't want empty sex anymore, and I knew he didn't want a relationship, so I just stopped calling him. He still calls me and text messages me, but he's working or I'm working. If he doesn't want to with me, I can't be withhim.
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| Well, I went to chick-fil-a and got a biscuit. I am still sipping on my tea. I think I'll get a shower and actually fix the mane of mess I call hair. My new kitten is smart. I like her. She's sleeping in the sun.
bongfuzziled. an old man used that in a sentance the other day. it was wonderful. bongfuzzed.
Bongfuzziled- to be confused, disorinated, fuzzy headed. GREAT WORD. maybe it means old bong water.... or to have old water dumped on you. eeewwww.
I like saying it.
that and kittenwhippen.
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| | Current Music: | Maroon 5 | | Subject: | morning sunshine | | Time: | 08:09 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/mely/lemonfaces/pirate.gif) Pirate! |
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| I'm up early due to the little sister of doom. She refuses to do laundry, I do myself one load for the week and guess what she's wearing this morning to school. MY DAMN CLOTHES! I swear I'll be glad when I'm the only one the wears my clothes. I pretty sure Ben won't.... but who knows things change.
Yeah, so, I've be working at the gas station. It's strange to say "I work at a gas station". There is a new kid there, his name is Chris. He's so stupid. I told my assiatant manager I was going to hit him, she said she already has, and it doesn't do anything. I believe her, too. He's a 17 year old cherokee high school educate, no explaination needed.
I'm really jittery. Coffee=useless energy.
I'm trying to get to Savannah. I don't need anyone's help to get there, but if anyone is interested, say so. I'm losing my sanity and I need to go. Katie needs some company.
I wish I really had more to ramble about. Snake fish.
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| I actually had to call in sick yesterday. I have been so sick for the past three days. I think it was a cold. The large amount of sneezing makes me believe that.
I'm feeling better today, though, so off to the coal mines I go.
My book collecting is really getting out of hand. just on my VERY small computer desk there are at least 75 books... Most Hard Back. My top shelve is bowing. I took some of the heavy ones off but, no improvement. The books on my desk are nothing compared to the ones in my room.... they're everywhere in there.... I have stacks under my bed. I wish my interests were in something smaller.... like collecting dust bunnies or something. ;)
Well, I learned that I can have lows at the lowest part of my life... The board game "Pass Out". Caleb's great Idea the other night. 7 beers in thirty minutes= Vomitting the night away. But atleast there wasn't any regretable sex involved. :) I think I beginning to feel better about that.
I WASN'T GOING TO TELL BEN ABOUT IT BUT A LITTLE PRETTY BIRDIE LET HIM SEE HER LIVEJOURNAL..... Heather.... I was tring to hid my embarassment and prevent his brotherly wrath, but he saw the entry. Now Branden got a shotgun with his name on it. I'm not happy about this. Branden is still my friend, even if I want to kick his ass from time to time.
Well, that's enough rambling for now.
by the way for those who don't have my # it's 770 548 8773
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|  Nemo
 Ghetto
Goodbye Ghetto and Nemo... I'm sorry it had to end this way.
So Ghetto was hit by a car... and yesterday I heard this horrible noise. I ran outside... Three stray dogs got little nemo.... My stepdad plans on shooting those dogs. I hope he gets them.... BASTARDS.
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| | Subject: | shit | | Time: | 11:33 am |
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| I know how I've been acting lately to those I real do care about. I have a dramatic way of saying I'm lonely.I understand everyone is busy, hell, I'm busy too. I work 52 hours a week, dealing with people who can't pump their own gas. Anger is a vice.
I'm Sorry
That isn't enough and I know it, but it's my start. I'll get better at it I promise.
On the Brandon subject(the guy whom got me "whore" pegged), I seriously whated something out of that... I was turned down due to alot of bullshit. Only proving what huge mistake I had made. I can't exactly explain why I did that.... other than revenge and extreme loneliness, but I learned a lesson I will try not to repeat. I got my heart broken twice in a matter of hours. Maybe not the old fasion sense of heart broken, more the rejected and un-needed version.
On a better note, It's sunny today.
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| | Current Music: | Alien Ant Farm | | Subject: | whatever | | Time: | 04:47 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/mely/lemonfaces/annoy.gif) disappointed |
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| You know......
No one ever talks to me.
No one ever wants me around.
But when I say something everyone feels their two cents is worth a damn to me.
You want to be considered my friend, prove that you are one.
I know people care, but they leave me find my own way.... Whether or not it is the direction I should be going. I am a human, and as one I make mistakes. I'm given no leeway to these mistakes, though. I cannot be perfect.
This is to all of you who think I'm not worth a damn.
I can say that you haven't given me a chance to show you otherwise, not recently at least.
I battle my demons alone, to my demise. As soon as someone shows they will be around me.... Then I will consider them as friends.
Darkness isn't when the sun goes down, by the way. It's when there is nothing to rise for when it comes up.
Jessica Perkerson | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| I'm not dead....what a wonder.
I miss Katie sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (enough!) bad. I wish I had the money to go see her.
I've got a job. :)
QuikTrip. I start tomorrow. go me.
I'm depressed right now.
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| I'm continuing the job hunt. So far I've filled out about 25 applications. AHHHHHHHHH.
I went to the doctor today, due to my tooth....It makes sooo much sense doesn't it? Doctor for tooth... Lack of dental coverage means the damn tooth stays in my head but heath insurance means anitbiotics and pain killers. All seems good.
I also tried to check on my application to Home Depot. My brother is tring to get me a job there. The Human resources person wasn't there and won't be there tomorrow either. SHITTY.
Well, back to finishing my long day.
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| So you know what there is to to at 7:30 am in the morning? Watch bad television....
Oh well, it not 7 any more and I'm doing other things.
Last night I finally started a project, and actually finished one of them!
I guess Holly needs to pick up her prize! It's actually really pretty, I was surprised at myself. I'm still working on Katie's.
Fireworks are a painful idea!
A made this awhile ago for my web page.... I feel the need to do something with that piece of shit.
Well, have fun uploading all my shit.
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